Welcome to Ever-Evolving
Hello—dear reader, dearest friend, or maybe even foe. If we’ve never met, allow me to introduce myself.
I’m Mariah—deep feeler, professional creative, self-proclaimed ADHD (or somewhere on the neurodivergent spectrum) queen, astrology maniac, and restless dreamer.
I’m drawn to the messy, complicated layers of life and self-discovery. You know—the moments that crack you open and force you to start over. Again. And again. And AGAIN.
I’ve never believed in one “right” path. Life feels more like a series of experiments. Some brilliant, some questionable, but all part of the story. My story.
Everything around me seems to shift constantly and I’m always left with two choices: accept and evolve… or resist and throw the biggest pity party you’ve ever seen. (Okay, fine, maybe I can have my cake and eat it too from time to time. Balance, right?)
We all know change isn’t easy, but I’ve learned to love diving headfirst. Hello, dopamine junkie. And through this often chaotic process, I’ve started creating what I actually want. Starting over, dreaming bigger, building something new—it’s never not terrifying, but it’s always been essential. Because when it feels like everything’s falling apart, sometimes it’s actually just falling into place.
And that’s what brings me here.
I’ve spent my whole life afraid that my voice wasn’t enough. But lately, that inner voice has been getting louder—practically screaming at me—to share.
To share what it’s been like navigating challenging relationships, finding my voice, and rebuilding my life—again and again. From calling off an engagement and starting over in my 30s to healing wounds I thought I could ignore and finally going after the life I’ve always wanted. These moments have left me questioning everything. But they’ve also shaped me. And somehow, through all the chaos, they’ve made me fall deeper in love with life—and with myself—even when it felt impossible to.
If you’ve made it this far, thank you. And—if I may be ever so presumptuous—maybe we’re more alike than we realize.
Dear friend, dear foe, if you’ve ever felt stuck between who you are and who you’re becoming, I see you. And I welcome you into this space.
Sharing this vulnerably makes me cringe with anxiety. Mostly when I imagine the people who might read this. But I’m so over that fear. I’m ready to evolve.
They say growth happens when we show up before we’re ready—messy, unsure, figuring it out as we go. So here I am. Sharing my stories, my lessons, and all the in-between moments that make this silly, mysterious life worth living.
Here’s to evolving. Here’s to the beauty of becoming.
Thank you for being here. I already love you so.
xx Mariah



Aloha and congratulations on stepping into visibility. I love that you feel like family, since I had a Grandma and Grandpa Massey, now on the other side. It's your "Here's to the beauty of becoming that caught my attention. For almost 25 years, it's been part of my favorite mantra.. Honor Who You Are, Honor Who You Are Becoming. And yes to silly mysterious lives worth living https://bentleykalaway.substack.com/p/honor-who-you-a